It’s days like this that I miss you even more Grandpa. You were always there for me, no matter what. Everyone knew we had a special bond, especially when you would say I was your favorite grandchild. I still remember when we would do karaoke together, you really believed in me, even when I didn’t. You were the one that kept on pushing me to sing, even though I stopped for a few years. You were the one that pushed me into playing guitar and start singing again. Those small moments were the best, whether is was swimming or going to a restaurant with just the two of us. I remember when you found out I was being bullied. You were like,”Who’s that kid? I’ll beat the shit out of him.” You never ran out of things to say whenever I was sad, you always knew how to put a smile on my face. It’s so hard not having you here anymore Grandpa. I don’t know how long this fake smile is going to last, especially with everything going on. Well I hope you’re doing fine up there, I love and miss you so much.